I am back home with Husband. He picked me up from the airport last night with a chicken Caesar salad. As soon as I saw him, I was instantly depressed. To think that this man was the person whose arms I would jump into when he got home from work. This is the man who I talked to several times a day. I feel so low, so defeated.
My FSH increased 3 points over the past one year. So I'm nervous and afraid. It seems we just might not be able to have kids between my husband's sperm count and my FSH. I'm feeling depressed and defeated. I know that I should try and do things for myself. But I'm so depressed I don't want to get out of bed. I want to lay in bed and just be absorbed into the atmosphere.
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